Trans-continental love is not easy. It has
its own set of problems. Two determined, ardent and crazy-in-love people can battle them almost every time. But then
there comes a time when you strongly consider tossing all the we-can-totally-do-this and its-absolutely-worth-it right out of the
window. At one point, it is difficult to even determine who or what you are mad
at more. Is it him, for having better things to do than be bound to an
electronic device. Or maybe the different time zones are what drive you crazy.
You could curse the mo**** f***ing cellphone and wi-fi networks to your heart’s
fill. Or you could be enraged at yourself for being so needy. For not being able
to be one of those people, who are happy and content all by themselves. The
blurred line between being pissed off at something rational and an absolutely
unjustified outrage becomes even more fuzzy.
You grovel in self-pity, find a million
faults in yourself, re-evaluate your life decisions and drink wine in your bed
while watching the zillionth re-run of Friends. You stare blankly at pictures
from the past, seeking peace and gratification in that blissful smile you have
on in that picture. You contemplate if it is your indiscretion for wishing that
your person could actually be your-person,
even if you are a thousand kilometers apart. If you should be blamed for wanting
to be a part of their world and make them a part of yours. And you ponder.. what
do you do when you need his benevolent eyes to know that you are stressed
without even saying a word, his affable ear for your ramblings after a tough
day at work or his soothing voice to calm your nerves. Or maybe you just need
him to say how much he loves you.. one more time.
You
wonder what do you do when you feel that love is not enough… When you need more
than the satisfaction of having a transcendent and exemplary love waiting for
you at the other end of the world.
Well.. you let it go. No.. not in that
clichéd way where you let your love go and wait for it to come back to you. But
you quit trying so hard. You sit back, give your phone a rest, and replay in
your head all those amazing memories you made last time you took a trip
together. Those memories, every little fun episode and every charming thing he
ever did for you all come handy on a rainy day like this. And you realize how
petty and insignificant the need of the moment was. Your frowns turn into half
smiles in a fraction of a second. Your brain starts producing the same chemical
cocktail, which fueled the I-can’t-take-my-hands-off-you
phase. Then you miss him so much that you do something incredibly sweet for
him, without expecting anything in return. And trust me.. this will be the
moment, (provided if you are with the right person), when he will do an
adorable small gesture, (or a big one, adorable nevertheless) which will seem
unexpected and touch your heart in a way, like nothing before has.
Do this.. not because you have to, but because you both deserve it.. because you don’t quit at every little glitch on your way.. because these bitter sweet moments confer a unique hue to your relationship and make it a journey worth having.. and because it will help you revisit every milestone in your relationship.. Even though you are each other’s person and try your best to share your worlds with each other, there is still a large part of your lives which will always be only theoretical for your better half. And that makes it a challenge to not only survive but also wield the lesser-known perks of the situation. Trans-continental love is not easy. But it makes you stronger, consolidates the trust between you and makes you want each other even more. That first kiss.. when you run into each other’s arms at the airport is absolutely worth it. And you should do this.. because everyone has their on and off days and on some days, you are in his shoes and then you would want him to bear with you.
Do this.. not because you have to, but because you both deserve it.. because you don’t quit at every little glitch on your way.. because these bitter sweet moments confer a unique hue to your relationship and make it a journey worth having.. and because it will help you revisit every milestone in your relationship.. Even though you are each other’s person and try your best to share your worlds with each other, there is still a large part of your lives which will always be only theoretical for your better half. And that makes it a challenge to not only survive but also wield the lesser-known perks of the situation. Trans-continental love is not easy. But it makes you stronger, consolidates the trust between you and makes you want each other even more. That first kiss.. when you run into each other’s arms at the airport is absolutely worth it. And you should do this.. because everyone has their on and off days and on some days, you are in his shoes and then you would want him to bear with you.
